I can't deal with this. I have thrown myself into work and projects around the house...but in a week I will be on vacation and the projects will eventually come to an end - then that leaves me alone - it is the worst at night after the baby is asleep because that is when my mind goes in a million different directions with nothing to distract it. sleepless nights are mounting again.
I wish I could be stronger. I wish I could just be angry instead of crying all the time.
I wish you could feel the pain that I do right now.
new years will be spent at home - I usually look forward to new years. It is my favorite time of the year. a time to start over- not erease everything but a chance to change. But this year that feeling just is not there.
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